Heal because our children don’t deserve the hurt and broken version of us. The day my son was born I decided to give myself the best most beautiful gift in the world, I did decide to forgive everyone who at some time in life had failed, hurt, offended me, or simply had not loved me as I would have liked.
I forgave because I wanted my son, the greatest treasure that life has given me, to know my free soul, not to find me broken or fractured, without finding the pieces that I lost in a thousand battles that I crossed before he came.
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I wanted him to find me happy, grateful, full of calm. I forgave because I knew from the first day I heard her heart beat, that that being who had chosen me as a mother deserved everything.
The day my son was born I restarted, I restarted my life without grudges, I forgave, I even apologized to myself for the times I failed and made it to the most beautiful blind date that God gave me.
I forgave my father for not having taken the time to love me the way I wanted to be loved. I forgave my mother because there was a time when she lacked self-esteem to escape from where she didn’t want to be. I forgave the one who passed through my life and did not stay, I forgave myself for having judged the one who gave me life and I only recovered in my memory the good moments, those that gave me laughter and that were worth keeping in my heart .
The day my son was born, I forgave everything, everyone, and I received him in holy peace, trusting that the world would help me start anew, guide me to the new life that I had in my hands.
And it is that I understood that when one is a mother or father the main thing is to heal, because our children do not deserve the hurt and broken version of us.
They do not deserve to carry old grudges, they deserve to be received in a world where second chances exist.
I forgave for him, for me, because I wanted him to find a complete mother, in one piece and at peace, free from any past and wanting to see the future with love, with a lot of love.